The truth

Lord the Truth is that i want to trust in you show me how.

Lead me to where i have to go

be there with me through everything

cause after you i know theres no life

so im willing to let go of me and become You

goodbye my oldself hello me in Christ

A note to Haiti

Dear Haiti

I'm sorry that there is so much pain in your mist, and I'm sorry I'm not there helping you get through this. but I'm here in America stuck in the busyness of life wanting to get out and i cant.

Haiti I'm sorry that you lost you mother, father, brother, sister, baby or friend. i know that the pain you are going through now must be great. so cry, yell, let it out America is hearing and we want to help. your not alone we are here, though you don't see us we can hear you and we are spreading the news. Cry and you and cry on me mourn and it will set you free and wait there will be a better day this is my Note to Haiti.

My Life

"My heart is in all of you O Lord for i have walked on slippery ground and You have not allowed me to fall,
i have been on the top of the hills and You where there. There to hold me, when i was blind to my sin You helped me see, now i praise You,
for pass sin are no more You have blotted them and made them no more for ever I'm free, I'll always praise thee.
But sin so easily sin gets hold of your life again and when you think your okay it's when you really not,
Now I'm far, far again from arms of my loving King, far from His forgiveness i think and I'm letting myself fall deeper and deeper.
What have i done? who am i now ?where is my God? Is He gone, did He leave me cause of my sin, have i driven Him away so far that i feel He can't hear me.
Have i? Then i remember one day long ago in the times of old when a man Holy with out blame carried a tree,
a tree up a hill not easy and on top of that He was beaten like if He was a dog, badly scared for life. That is Christ Jesus and i remember the words He said as if they where for me.'
Father forgive them' does that mean me does it all my sins or only some. No it's all 'for they know NOT what they do
Save me Lord save me i have no where else to go and i place my life in thee save me. So I'm saved and that's my life God gave me a second chance to share with you and to praise Him"

Our Nation

"What has our nation become?
Malice and hurt. Angry and bitter. died and gone.
what has it become and what have we done to change it?
i know that i hear love your neighbor as yourself but does that mean forgive them?
take them in? help them? why? why would i help them full of sin and bitterness hate and anger Why?
they don't Deserve it, and neither did we and yet someone cared to share. so what am i doing day after day in front of the TV and the world suffering.
What am i doing buying clothing and children are hungry.
Why do i talk about them when deep down I'm just the same, hurt cause the Pastor didn't say hi.
Angry cause my car doesn't turn on. Bitter cause my mom hasn't talked to me. And yet i look down at others who's pain is greater then mine.
So Lord on my knees i pray that my heart would hurt for them that hurt and mourn with those who mourn.
and to Forgive them that do wrong and love them that hate.
Lord let me be a light that shines for them to see the salt that shows your flavor Help me O God be an example to this NATION"

In my eyes

In my face all you see is nothing

In my hands all you see is emptiness

In the way i act i seen in control

In the way i speaks sounds like i know it all

but take some time to look in my eyes

Tell me what do you see?

In my eyes you see that i have so much in me that causes pain

In my eyes you see that my hand once held a happy baby

In my eyes you see the way i act is not who i am

In my eyes you see that when i speak i just want some one to listen

I'm not in control i have failures don't expect me to be perfect

Tell me what do you see?

Please get me out i dont want to be this person any more i want

to be free and be true to you

Tell me what do you See