Lord the Truth is that i want to trust in you show me how.
Lead me to where i have to go
be there with me through everything
cause after you i know theres no life
so im willing to let go of me and become You
goodbye my oldself hello me in Christ
Friday, February 12, 2010
Thursday, February 11, 2010
A note to Haiti
Dear Haiti
I'm sorry that there is so much pain in your mist, and I'm sorry I'm not there helping you get through this. but I'm here in America stuck in the busyness of life wanting to get out and i cant.
Haiti I'm sorry that you lost you mother, father, brother, sister, baby or friend. i know that the pain you are going through now must be great. so cry, yell, let it out America is hearing and we want to help. your not alone we are here, though you don't see us we can hear you and we are spreading the news. Cry and you and cry on me mourn and it will set you free and wait there will be a better day this is my Note to Haiti.
My Life
"My heart is in all of you O Lord for i have walked on slippery ground and You have not allowed me to fall,
i have been on the top of the hills and You where there. There to hold me, when i was blind to my sin You helped me see, now i praise You,
for pass sin are no more You have blotted them and made them no more for ever I'm free, I'll always praise thee.
But sin so easily sin gets hold of your life again and when you think your okay it's when you really not,
Now I'm far, far again from arms of my loving King, far from His forgiveness i think and I'm letting myself fall deeper and deeper.
What have i done? who am i now ?where is my God? Is He gone, did He leave me cause of my sin, have i driven Him away so far that i feel He can't hear me.
Have i? Then i remember one day long ago in the times of old when a man Holy with out blame carried a tree,
a tree up a hill not easy and on top of that He was beaten like if He was a dog, badly scared for life. That is Christ Jesus and i remember the words He said as if they where for me.'
Father forgive them' does that mean me does it all my sins or only some. No it's all 'for they know NOT what they do
Save me Lord save me i have no where else to go and i place my life in thee save me. So I'm saved and that's my life God gave me a second chance to share with you and to praise Him"
i have been on the top of the hills and You where there. There to hold me, when i was blind to my sin You helped me see, now i praise You,
for pass sin are no more You have blotted them and made them no more for ever I'm free, I'll always praise thee.
But sin so easily sin gets hold of your life again and when you think your okay it's when you really not,
Now I'm far, far again from arms of my loving King, far from His forgiveness i think and I'm letting myself fall deeper and deeper.
What have i done? who am i now ?where is my God? Is He gone, did He leave me cause of my sin, have i driven Him away so far that i feel He can't hear me.
Have i? Then i remember one day long ago in the times of old when a man Holy with out blame carried a tree,
a tree up a hill not easy and on top of that He was beaten like if He was a dog, badly scared for life. That is Christ Jesus and i remember the words He said as if they where for me.'
Father forgive them' does that mean me does it all my sins or only some. No it's all 'for they know NOT what they do
Save me Lord save me i have no where else to go and i place my life in thee save me. So I'm saved and that's my life God gave me a second chance to share with you and to praise Him"
Our Nation
"What has our nation become?
Malice and hurt. Angry and bitter. died and gone.
what has it become and what have we done to change it?
i know that i hear love your neighbor as yourself but does that mean forgive them?
take them in? help them? why? why would i help them full of sin and bitterness hate and anger Why?
they don't Deserve it, and neither did we and yet someone cared to share. so what am i doing day after day in front of the TV and the world suffering.
What am i doing buying clothing and children are hungry.
Why do i talk about them when deep down I'm just the same, hurt cause the Pastor didn't say hi.
Angry cause my car doesn't turn on. Bitter cause my mom hasn't talked to me. And yet i look down at others who's pain is greater then mine.
So Lord on my knees i pray that my heart would hurt for them that hurt and mourn with those who mourn.
and to Forgive them that do wrong and love them that hate.
Lord let me be a light that shines for them to see the salt that shows your flavor Help me O God be an example to this NATION"
Malice and hurt. Angry and bitter. died and gone.
what has it become and what have we done to change it?
i know that i hear love your neighbor as yourself but does that mean forgive them?
take them in? help them? why? why would i help them full of sin and bitterness hate and anger Why?
they don't Deserve it, and neither did we and yet someone cared to share. so what am i doing day after day in front of the TV and the world suffering.
What am i doing buying clothing and children are hungry.
Why do i talk about them when deep down I'm just the same, hurt cause the Pastor didn't say hi.
Angry cause my car doesn't turn on. Bitter cause my mom hasn't talked to me. And yet i look down at others who's pain is greater then mine.
So Lord on my knees i pray that my heart would hurt for them that hurt and mourn with those who mourn.
and to Forgive them that do wrong and love them that hate.
Lord let me be a light that shines for them to see the salt that shows your flavor Help me O God be an example to this NATION"
In my eyes
In my face all you see is nothing
In my hands all you see is emptiness
In the way i act i seen in control
In the way i speaks sounds like i know it all
but take some time to look in my eyes
Tell me what do you see?
In my eyes you see that i have so much in me that causes pain
In my eyes you see that my hand once held a happy baby
In my eyes you see the way i act is not who i am
In my eyes you see that when i speak i just want some one to listen
I'm not in control i have failures don't expect me to be perfect
Tell me what do you see?
Please get me out i dont want to be this person any more i want
to be free and be true to you
Tell me what do you See
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Oh Love
Oh Love where have you gone i cant find you
Oh Love is it true that you are no longer mine
That this is the end of one and now we become two
What ever happened to the days that you woke next
to me and would say those three words I Love You
Will i ever hear them again
or is that it, Its over there is no more
I remember the times we shared talking late at night
sharing the dreams that we had of a family
and sharing the thought of the day with each other
what ever happened to my Love
please come back Oh Love
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Do they knew
Sitting in the airport gets me thinking you see all the children with smiles on there face cause they may be heading home or going on vacation or maybe they feel free like the sky being able to soon fly in the air away from the ground enlightens them. And then there are the aduilts there faces show worry saddness like they are carring the world on there sholder single moms with 3 too 4 kids busness men that are married to there phone not knowing all there wife wants them to do is say i LOVE YOU. and it gets me thinking do they know, that every worry they think no one sees everyone does or the lie that they are okay so that there name is not missed used or just the fact that someone loves them and people are willing to listin. Lord help me be one that they may think i caare and help me truly care. Pain is to great for one to bare why not share it so two can pray.
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